11 days

11 days off. So many things happened.

Bagas was hospitalized for 4 nights due to typhoid (return home on March 20th, 2014).
And today and tomorrow Enang is off because her son is getting married. Today is very much challenging in taking care of the kids and at the same time dealing with internal pressure. If there are two families in one roof it must be a lie if one said that they have never experienced any issues. Anyway, I am trying not to take in the negatives. Trying to be ignorant and move on. Tomorrow I will participate in a 3 weeks orientation for new staff. Rigid schedule though I will try to squeeze some time to "escape". I also wish we can go back to Bayangkara soon. The house has been renovated and @omjambul keep saying that the price is expensive. I feel bad for him though sometimes I feel like the situation is not collaborating with us. But I always miss Bayangkara. Maybe we can move there next weekend.


xx

Finally

Hari ini akhirnya datang bulan juga. Fyuh. Sempet deg2an karena terlambat. Pastinya pikiran mulai kemana-mana. Ga kemana-mana deng cuma satu mana and you know what. Iya, saya dan @omjambul sepakat untuk tidak punya anak lagi, paling tidak dalam waktu dekat. Saat ini saya menikmati sekali membesarkan Razki dan Bagas. Masa-masa repot perlahan2 mulai berlalu. Begadang, gendong2, ASI sudah selesai. Sekarang lebih banyak bermain bersama mereka, ngulet2 di tempat tidur atau bergulat satu sama lain sampai tertawa2. Selama kantor saya di Bogor saya bisa berangkat lebih siang dan jam stgh 5 sudah di rumah kembali. I want to the best quality time with my kids. Ini yang saya takutkan hilang kalau saya punya anak lagi. Ingin menghabiskan waktu sebanyak2nya bersama anak2. Bermain. Bukan mengurus susu dan popok lagi. Not that I said having another one is bad. It is just a personal choice. Mungkin juga saya tidak mau menambah lagi mengingat biaya pendidikan yang tambah mahal dll. We'll see. But for now I am already happy with the four of us :)

ART oh ART

Hari ini ART nomor dua sms suami. Intinya dia mau berhenti bekerja. Ini ga terlalu mengejutkan mengingat performa dia selama bekerja. Mungkin memang sudah ditunjukkan jalannya. Mudah-mudahan diberikan kemudahan untuk mendapatkan yang baru :)